If you noticed, I haven’t written any blog posts in the past weeks. A LOT of things happened that resulted in having less time and energy for writing. I am also in the process of organizing and bringing everything back on track.
Recently, I have been questioning some things happening in my life. Maybe it’s the crisis that I am already at this age, yet I feel I haven’t achieved anything. It doesn’t help that I see other people doing what they want and being successful at a young age. I felt sad and depressed that I didn’t want to do anything at all.
Then, one night, I had a talk with a family member. We discussed life in general and what we really want to do in the future. After the talk, I realized that was the wakeup call that I needed.
I realized it was time to get up and stop feeling depressed. Nothing will happen if I just mope around and feel sorry for myself. I have to start believing that I can do it and be successful in my own way. Thanks to that family member, I realized that I should be more confident about myself and that I can do more than where I am now.
So, I started organizing everything and saw that I have so many backlogs in---almost everything @_@ I never thought I was delaying a lot of things and now they’re piling up. But, I am slowly ticking off small tasks and, hopefully, they will lessen in the next months.
For now, I am still a work in progress, but I am slowly recovering from my major breakdown. I think I am experiencing a 30s-life crisis (yes I googled and it exists), where there are times I question what I am doing and if I am going on the right path. I don’t want to delve into that part more. I just hope everything turns out well for me and I will be able to find success in everything that I do.